Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Planning Problem

Looking back, it's been almost 4 months since I last wrote something in this blog. There's been so much of changes going on and I was just plain lazy to pen it down. The new year has passed and before I knew it, my birthday has also passed and so did Valentine's Day...

Every new year comes with new resolutions. And every year eL has no resolutions. If I were to plan, then it wasn't me. I knew exactly where I wanted to go, maybe up to 3 years from now but the problem is, I don't plan. I live everyday to the fullest making sure that I have no regrets tomorrow. Everything has to be ad-hoc, according to my moods - my ever-changing moods. I can reach from freezing point to boiling point in just an instant, which makes me a very difficult person to understand. Promises are meant to be broken just like the resolutions are meant not to be implemented. I want to be a better person, a more mature lady and a great girlfriend to the man I love but I believe all these take time. No point changing if I am not ready for it. I knew I have taken somethings in life for granted but slowly I am trying my best to learn to appreciate and treasure them.

Nothing special happened on 2nd February 2007 except that it was the first time that I celebrated my birthday in Vienna. Nothing lavish - I was only having a chinese dinner with my colleague. I was out of town for 2 weeks from 25th January to 10th February. I was on a partly business trip and an expedition on my own. I shall post my holiday pics later. Thought of having a gathering with my mates at The Atrium but it was a bad timing as Chinese New Year celebrations is around the corner and everyone will be out of town. I guess it has to be postponed.

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